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Happy New Year 2012

As always, I have to start out my year with a complaint. On the night of New Year’s Day, I came down with some kind of horrible bug and commenced to shivering and sweating and aching in the joints all … Continue reading

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Solitude and happiness

As I was walking down the street the other evening, walking my dog, I looked up at the sky and trees and thought, “What a beautiful night.” And I thought about how I felt happy, basically for no reason, and … Continue reading

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Boring birthday

A friend of mine wrote on another friend’s facebook wall, “I hope you had a relaxing and enjoyable day,” for their birthday. Are we that old and awful that instead of saying, “I hope you rocked the shit out of … Continue reading

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My Thanksgiving holiday

As always, I’m not going home for Thanksgiving this year. For the past couple of years, I’ve either hosted a feast at my house, or gone over to friends’ houses whose parents were in town. Which have all been really … Continue reading

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New neighbors, new douche who thinks he’s Eric Clapton

I was fine with the extremely loud moving in my neighbors did last night and today, in fact I’m always happy to see an apartment turn over, because hey, some eye candy might move in. However, my heart really sank … Continue reading

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Tea and scones

I finally read Daphne du Maurier’s classic novel, Rebecca. It was good, don’t get me wrong, but not my favorite. I didn’t love it as much as I was hoping. It seemed a little old fashioned, like it should be … Continue reading

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To you, Wyatt

Our relationship changed so much over our lives, especially in the last few years. It will be the great tragedy of my life that I didn’t get to see what else was to come. I know everyone says you wouldn’t … Continue reading

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Feelings today

My mom’s friend thought I might be going off the deep end and that I should write something less melodramatic so people didn’t worry. Do my readers not know me by now? I’m not going to pretend I’m not hurting, … Continue reading

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I want to self destruct

I am having a disgusting and horrible day, as I always do on this day and November 18 ever since Wyatt died. I have this huge urge to sit out in the rain and let my feet freeze, and smoke … Continue reading

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How to stay sane in the winter

I’ve found that if I can find a way to be outside when night falls, I don’t get so sad when it gets dark. If I’m going about my day and watch the light fade out the window, I just … Continue reading

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